Pregnancy Calm

I have actually been much more calm during this pregnancy than I normally am.  I know they always talk about pregnancy hormones and the emotional roller coaster that pregnant women, and their spouses and loved ones, experience.  That has not really happened for me during any of my pregnancies, but I feel especially emotionally calm this time around.  It would be easy to be much more irritable with the physical demands of having two small boys and being pregnant.  However, by the grace of God, I find myself snapping less and being more patient than before I was pregnant with Sawyer.  I consider this a major blessing and I know Lance does too.  I hope that this inner peace can somehow carry over after Sawyer's birth.  I KNOW that I will need it, and that it will be much better for my family.  I also know that hormones are very mysterious and unstable things.  I am almost sure that I will go through a tough time after the birth, but I know that I will get through it.  Otherwise, how could I ever have wanted to do this again!